FINALLY!

YES, YES, YES! We are signing the final paperwork Monday at noon, and MOVING INTO OUR NEW HOUSE!! I'm so ready! Not only is our house totally gorgeous, exactly what we've wanted, and brand new- it's OURS! No mother-in-laws, no annoying dogs that aren't ours, just me, my man, and our two pups. What a relief! Life can begin again!

Now... how can I blow all this month's paycheck on cute stuff to decorate it...

Zits

I've got zits. Lots of them. On my face, on my chest, and on my back. Like I'm 14 and going through puberty. (If I had access to downloading pics onto a computer, I would illustrate there disgusting-ness). I do not know what my problem is! I woke up with a huge colony on the right side of my upper lip- my face was swollen for cryin' out loud. I'm not sure what do to- any suggestions people?
I act like this is a new occurrence- it's not. It's never-ending really. No topical solution has worked. I've tried a local acne specialist. I've tried Proactiv. I've tried organic solutions, etc. You name it, I've tried it. I've also been on antibiotics, but that is out of the question currently because of trying to be prego. Also, I don't want to depend on any pills to have clear skin! I'm frustrated. I shouldn't have white puffy yuck bubbles on my face. I shouldn't have to be embarrassed to wear tank tops because of my chack-ne and back-ne. I mean geez, I've got enough physical problems plaguing me- now this? Wasn't this supposed to end after college?

Good Times & some frustrations

I'm back, and I love Roche Harbor! I had so much fun with Lynne and her family-she's got 5 kiddos- it was great to have fun the old fashion way. We went crabbing during the day, shrimping at night, rented kayaks, and even saw two seals! I enjoyed myself very much, and loved the vacation time. I love being around the ocean: definitely a vacation spot for the future with my hubbie.
I also had a sad moment- not pregnant again. I actually cried from disappointment this time. Usually, I get bummed but I know in the back of my mind that it's not the right time. But this time, I was ready to be pregnant.
Now I'm starting to feel like it is never going to happen for me. I will never get that gift of being pregnant, and I can't understand what isn't working. How long are we going to have to try at this? I'm average on everything: average height, weight, shoe size, cycle length, etc etc. I just don't understand why I can't be average at getting pregnant- or if that even exists!
I'm clueless and frustrated.

Takin' a little VACATION

I am taking off tomorrow to watch my dearest friend, Lynne, renew her vows for her 10 year anniversary in Roche Harbor (soo romantical)

Have great days!

I hate money

Moving and closing dates and putting money down is not fun. I hate being stressed out about money! This month in limbo thing is killing me. I come home from having dinner with a dear friend from high school, and my husband is down in the dumps, which does not happen often. So I'm worried, ask him what's wrong. He says he feels bad that he has to have his wife live in him mom's basement. He feels like I am trying to avoid coming there after work at all costs (ding ding ding, we have a winner!), he's worried about putting the rest of the down payment down on July 31st. We are scrapping every penny to make it, by the way, so that stress does not make for a fun time.

I just hate that we are at the tail end of our first year of marriage, and we have had to be so high stress for the past 4 months! I know it will all be worth it in the end, and moving into that beautiful home August 1st will be a dream come true, but for now, I want my happy marriage back!
I guess having to exist together, with 2 dogs, in a basement, is not conducive to happiness..
I'm taking deep breaths in and out, living each day as it comes, and PRAYING, a lot.