We went to the doctor on Tuesday and I am going to be induced on Monday morning! Hoorah! Our little baby girl will be here in less than a week!!!! Knowing that she will be here is an exciting, yet scary feeling. I mean, I've always known she would be born eventually, just having an actual date is a crazy thing to know. I've been working in my classroom like crazy to make sure everything is put together for my long-term sub-- and this weekend will be spent cleaning my house to be all ready to bring her home! I can't believe it!
I also feel kind of nervous or scared- not only for the whole birthing experience- which I have no idea what to expect- but also that our lives are going to be soooo very different. I keep hugging the dogs and assuring them I will not love them less. I find myself just starting at Kris, in total awe that he and I created an actual baby. I cry every time I think about holding a little being, that is mine, and that I am solely responsible for in assuring she has the best life she deserves.
WOW. I've been waiting for this moment for a long 10 months. Now, I don't know what to do with it.